It's been 2 decades, problems remain. I really hope in few months time things can really come to an end. I am so freaking sick and tired of it already. It's enough. I don't want everything repeat over and over again.
I am getting more short tempered including throwing on my the other half. Getting impatient as well. I start to not able to understand myself anymore. I am just not being myself. Whatever it is and whatever that happened, i just want to put blame on myself.
Anyway, mainly posting this blog is to apologise to my girl.